That feeling in your gut, that leaves a bad taste in your mouth.. Makes you sick.. I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing.. That's how you explain it.
I let my guard down, let you in and you shut me out. You're really sick, i understand that but i want to be there for you. This is the ultimate test and i believe that i can pass it. I don't want you to go through this alone. I really need you, more than i ever thought it would.
There is just so much that i want to tell you but you won't let me. My heart breaks every night because i'm not a part of your world anymore. I'm just the stranger on the bus once more. You don't text me and i'm afraid to text you. I feel like someone just ripped out my heart and threw it under a train. I have so much to think about and you don't make it easier because you left me without a proper goodbye. My prayer for you is please, please get better again and from there you can do whatever your heart desires.
