Can i laugh now? Because this is just too hilarious.
What do you do when someone tells you one thing and shows you another? How do you show you care about someone? Do you just tell them and then make crazy decisions?
I won't lie to myself. The past few days have been hard. The joy is slowly fading. It's like a routine. Wake up, put on a face and go about showing the public that things are just 'fine'. What is fine? I try to convince myself that i'm fine all the time. But i'm not. LITERALLY nothing is going right.
A man can vow and say he will be by your side and care for you and love you with every last breath in his body but that is not always true. You can't change people's minds. Only God can work through you to make a person change for the better. What force is greater than God? Nothing can compare. I've learnt that i don't need company to make myself happy. Just a simple stroll. Just some time in the Word of God.
Who goes to a movie theater and sits by themself and watches the movie? Me.. Who entertains themself? Me.. Who is trying her best to motivate herself to reach her goals? Me. I am not the product of anyone on earth. I am highly favored and Blessed. My season is yet to come.....