Thin Thread

So it seems that I finally got what I wanted except one thing... there is a thin thread holding on to what could have been and what I can't explain. Things ended abruptly but feelings were still in the mix. I dunno how to shake those feelings. All I could do is think about it and smile. I got exactly what I want and what I deserve.


I do not regret not making moves because it wasn't my responsibility. As a man you have to know what you want and whether you're ready or not, if you can see yourself with this person you have to make a decision whether you would like to be with them. You can't place a reservation on a human being and expect them to not want to go further. Women are emotional.. We desire certain things to keep us happy. Men sometimes fail to realize that.


So yes.. feelings will always be there. It just takes time to get over what could have been...