It's crazy how people switch in minutes.. seconds... Have I been that way all the time? Locking people off and shutting people out? It's like looking into a mirror. This guy has no idea how much I see me in him. But get blocked once, that's something you can work on, but get blocked a second time? That's just a joy ride in an amusement park of shame.
No matter how rocky my relationship was with some of my male friends I will never turn my back on them. For instance my cop friend... If anyone touches him to hurt him in any kind of way I will be on them like ants on sugar cubes. I care for him deeply... not so much romantically but more as a person that was once close to me.
I'm not ungrateful. I give honor where honor is due. Some people are better off by themselves and some people thrive under lots of attention and care. The funny part about it is, I've been here before.. I've walked this road. I was the one throwing tantrums and acting like a spoiled brat. Now I'm receiving this kind of behavior. I guess it's my wake up call. Be nicer to people who don't even deserve it. Open your eyes girl...
