What do I say now? Should I be angry? I have every damn right to. When someone tells you something is finished it never truly is. Sometimes you gotta hear from the other person to know. How many people gonna try to play me for a fool before I finally trip? You can do absolutely nothing to anyone and still be made look foolish. I ain't about to play the blame game but something is up with my life. I'm not lucky when it comes to getting close to people.
I've found peace with my emotions. I've found joy in my silence. I don't got time for drama and the back and forth typical nonsense. It's worthless. I feel the more unbothered I am the better it is for every person who tries to know the real me. God is still watching me. He never leaves. He doesn't despise me like these humans would. That assurance is the only one I need. Not some empty promises with broken people...