Friday 29 November 2019

"You Deserve the Best"

I was told those four words.

Made me question my whole decision making. Made me question my sanity. I don't know why I'm in this deep. I surely can't turn back the hands of time but I can move forward with a positive perspective about things. 

I have been wrapped up so long in my own feelings talking bout a happy ending. Talking about my last love. I don't know if I'm even in control of my love life anymore. I just feel like it's slipping out of my hands. How do I regain control? How do I feel like love is fun and love is what I need? Doing what's best for me is selfish, doing what's best for you is hurtful... So what am I expected to do? 

Long heaving sigh....