Your ways are toxic in more than one. You have a hot head and an unstable thought process. Maybe you haven't been loved the right way before. Maybe you have your doubts and refuse to let your guard down fully but you can't keep doing that. You can't keep bracketing me as a potential attacker or potential offender. I wanna help you so bad. You say you're gonna change but it isn't happening. I'm giving you breathing room, I'm being supportive, I'm loving you from afar right now. How do I love you from up close again?
It hurts not communicating to someone you are so accustomed to speaking to every single day. It hurts when you just have to keep your statements to yourself because no one else cares to hear them. It must hurt you too, now that I had time to think of that. Let's just reset. Let's focus on bigger better things. Less arguments, less fussing, less emotional outbursts. More love, peace and joy.
