I've tried to forgive you for all the things you said to me. I've tried to ignore the hurt and pain and the regret but you're a constant reminder. I can't stand to be placed in a situation where I have to question if I love or hate you.
The taste in my mouth has officially gone. When someone shows you who they are, you should really consider how that makes you feel. If it makes you feel guilty even though you've crossed that bridge a million times, then drop them. Only the devil brings up the past from time to time just to get in your head and make you repeat your mistakes. I've constantly been on this roller coaster. Going through the same damn emotions. Thinking that I need you when you need me. You need me to feel loved because you never had a person stay with you. Your relationships may have lasted longer than mine but at least I left when I realized I was bigger than that situation I was in.
I can't begin to imagine what is gonna happen to you. You're gonna crumble. You're gonna regret saying these things to me. You're gonna beg for a chance to even speak to me. And when you're over that, you're gonna realize that you push everyone away. You try to justify the wrong things. You try to make things seem like society is against you. Like you have no options. Sit there, watch me elevate.
