I waited and prayed, repeated and trusted in the Lord and this is where i am. The state of bliss. God, Bravery and a Great Relationship.
I realized that i gave up too fast. I held on this roller coaster although i didn't know where it would take me. I believed and trusted that God is working in my life and i found a great friend and love in the midst. I still believe that i have to use my discernment when making decisions in this road, but that doesn't mean i have to walk on eggshells. I'm gonna be happy because i choose it.
Negative vibes are all about. People keep digging up the past and holding back the future from happening but i'm gonna keep my peace and promise to myself and to my sweetheart. Who knows what else can happen in this wonderful experience?
Somehow, I always end up getting my feelings hurt while trying to help someone... but this time, i feel i just don't care. I have to do what the Lord wants me to do.
How can a person be so heartless to judge someone based on their past life? I may look past the mistakes and the problems that was done and faced a long time ago but some people lack the knowledge and confidence of the future and what God can do.. I forgive all those who have said hurtful things to me to the point where all i can do is cry. I have one thing to say though... I will be holding my friend's hand when he changes his life for Christ for good. I am confident that it will happen.
I don't expect a relationship out of this friendship. I just like being there for you because you have been hurting so long and so much and have never gotten the kind of encouragement that a Christian can give you. While the world loses their minds, i will keep mine and stand with you. I'm not giving up because fate has brought me to you... to inspire and motivate you to become the great you can be in the Lord.
Fear is what held me back all these years and that is the reason i keep distancing myself every time i get close to someone who cares for me. I think this just the beginning. I am standing firm in my faith and with the authority and belief in my God.
