Just Stay

I've tried to push you away, to make excuses, to hide my feelings and just walk away but none of those attempts worked. I'm still here and you're still there. Memories oh memories. 

When you lifted me up in the park that night, when we went to the other park and you kissed me near that tree. When we stood under the arch that looked like a wedding venue.... when we froze our butts off at the boardwalk and had to hold each other to make it back to the car.. when we held hands at the mall.. 

I miss your face.. holding it.. kissing your cheek... wrapping my arms around you.. telling you how much i like you.. just being real and telling you how i feel. Why can't we just keep it the sweet simple way it was before? Just you be you and me be me.. I feel like that lack of proximity between us is tearing me up inside. I made a friend who started to become more than my friend. I knew it was you.. i knew that you weren't who i expected you to be .. and still in my eyes you are beautiful...