Missing You

I miss you so much.

Words cannot explain how i cannot focus without hearing your voice. I know your best friend needs you because he lost someone really close to him and i don't wanna be selfish but i need you too. I feel like i can't figure out a way to make your best friend feel better and myself at the same time.

These days i'm working a lot and that means a lot of time is away from you but i still miss our long phone convos. The last time i had one of those long convos was... I can't even remember. A piece of me has been slightly bruised but it can be fixed as long as i hear from you. 

Being selfless never ached so much.  

Pacific Rim Review

What I thought was a typical hero movie turned out to be an amazing thrilling adventure. Pacific Rim was better than most of the 'beast fighting movies'. 

In case you didn't know about it (which would be the case if you're living under a rock), this movie is about giant monster fighting machines called Jaeger who battle the giant sea beasts called Kaiju. The design of the Jaegers were stunning, each one so unique to each country and the making of the suits for the pilots was fascinating. 

As for the Kaiju, their design was amazing as well. Each one really looked just like a sea creature but so beautiful in a creepy way. Only people who are really freaks about special fx prosthetic and movie makeup will understand the passion of seeing an original creature on the screen. 

To everyone who haven't seen this movie.. Watch it! SERIOUSLY! There is so much you can learn about science and evolution. 

True Love: Explained by Reigna

It all starts off with eye contact and then a simple conversation. It can be on purpose, accidental or just a coincidence. (But we all know the best way is coincidental). 

Then there is that feeling of doubt, wonder and disbelief. Its like something is happening that is beyond your control and you can't help but give into the feelings you're having. 

Then there is the interaction and communication with that special person whether it be online, through the cell phone or in person. (Its much better in person).

And that's where the flow of mutual feelings and the relationship come in. The closeness, the comfort the respect and understanding is what builds the relationship stronger and stronger every time. Around this time, the wild/crazy things pop up, like peeves and habits which may seem cute to that person only.

After getting to know each other, that's where the longing for that other person is initiated. It's like you can't get enough kisses from that person and the hardest thing to do is say goodbye to them. 

Then there is the moment of fear. Yes... the fear of telling someone you love them first. Nobody wants a negative response to that but sometimes the feelings are so strong, that's all you wanna say.

Then the months and years past, and you grow so close to that person that you wanna take a big step. In this case, that's where the guy comes in.

And last but not least, Marriage. The most important bondage of man and woman, and the most beautiful. The ceremony doesn't matter... It could be 10 people gathered.. Once the love is pure and true, the rest is all stress free.. 

And thats pretty much it for the first steps of love. After marriage, it's all based on loyalty, trust, commitment and of course: LOVE <3

Stirring It Up

These days, my job is giving me just 2 days for work and i really need the extra cash for myself so i spoke to the head chef of the kitchen. He told me that he would have to interview me and took my number to call me.. 

I'm really nervous because i don't know what he would say because i have no formal training for the kitchen but i know a lot about science in cooking and i have a few chopping skills. I'm even more nervous about someone finding out that i want to work in the kitchen. I would feel so embarassed if chef says its not possible.. 

I don't know what to expect. I am just praying that i would get the job because i really need the push in the form of work.  

Being Happy

Nobody knows what it is like to be happy until they find that person who they can be themselves around. My best friend and I love to go out together to share thoughts, laughs and hugs.. He isn't like any other guy.. 

That moment where you feel extremely comfortable around a person in a way that you can do almost anything in front of them is the moment where your future flashes in front of your eyes. 

Happiness doesn't mean kissing and making out and being boyfriend and girlfriend.. It means making a start together and making a promise to each other. Friendship is very important because without it, a relationship would be a blindfold decision and it may not work out the way you want it to. I'm putting my trust in Jesus to strengthen my friendship with my best friend because I don't want anyone else to know me like he does. 

Putting My Defenses up

I have no shame in saying i'm afraid to fall hard for this dude. He is my really good friend but I can't take the chance without thinking. I kind of got of on the wrong foot with his best friend because i didn't introduce myself and now i'm having a guilt trip. 

I don't wanna feel confused but I am. Its pretty clear that we're on the same page but I just don't know how i'm stuck. I'm feeling to run away from this whole connection thing but i can't let him down like that. I don't know how to make my move. Should i let him bounce like a basketball? Cuz i don't wanna play him like a Ken doll.. 

I think fear of falling in love is the worst kind of fear there is... 

Top 10 Prettiest Women

Well its past midnight so i figured why not make a top ten list of the prettiest women? (Not in order though) Straight to the point...

Rachel McAdams  

Zoe Saldana

Jessica Alba

Jacqueline MacInnes Wood

Scarlett Johansson

Gwen Stefani

Shakira

Tyra Banks

Ashley Greene

Elizabeth Banks

So there you go... The top 10 Prettiest Women in my opinion.. Not teens or Little girls.