Putting My Defenses up

I have no shame in saying i'm afraid to fall hard for this dude. He is my really good friend but I can't take the chance without thinking. I kind of got of on the wrong foot with his best friend because i didn't introduce myself and now i'm having a guilt trip. 

I don't wanna feel confused but I am. Its pretty clear that we're on the same page but I just don't know how i'm stuck. I'm feeling to run away from this whole connection thing but i can't let him down like that. I don't know how to make my move. Should i let him bounce like a basketball? Cuz i don't wanna play him like a Ken doll.. 

I think fear of falling in love is the worst kind of fear there is... 

Top 10 Prettiest Women

Well its past midnight so i figured why not make a top ten list of the prettiest women? (Not in order though) Straight to the point...

Rachel McAdams  

Zoe Saldana

Jessica Alba

Jacqueline MacInnes Wood

Scarlett Johansson

Gwen Stefani

Shakira

Tyra Banks

Ashley Greene

Elizabeth Banks

So there you go... The top 10 Prettiest Women in my opinion.. Not teens or Little girls. 

Reigna's Hair Picks- Updated

So I have tried the moisturizing hair lotion "African Gold" and i thought i loved it but it wasn't really working the way i wanted it to. It was too clunky and when applied to my hair, would not comb through easily.

So i decided i was gonna switch to a new product (For the last time). So i found this little magic called Soft Sheen Carson Moisturizing Finishing Lotion and i have loved it ever since. The Humectant also works very well but the size of the bottle is just not fit for ALL my hair. This lotion moisturizes and shines and keeps frizz away for hours. It gives a silky soft feel and makes combing easier. 

After using this , you can always add a little Soft and Silky Gel to slick your edges and keep your curls in place without the breakage and damage. However these products should not be used with heat. 

These Clear Lines

Robin Thicke has blurred lines, but my lines are pretty clear. I got an awesome new best friend, who is caring, loving, determined and wonderfully attracted to moi .. 

I'm not gonna take big steps at this time of my life but I will definitely consider him when I'm ready to take that step. And of course, wherever there is something good, there are always jealous people around trying to tear down a good foundation but i won't let them. They don't deserve it. 

Working hard for something you want is always rewarding and for those people who think otherwise of me, I can't wait to prove them wrong. I'm gonna send some of my co-workers on such a hard guilt trip, they're gonna need more than a few beers after work to pick them back up. I may be speaking in riddles for now, but when i'm finished these lines will be as clear as possible. ;)