"You're Amazing"

I remember the day I texted you and told you that. You asked me why I thought so and I told you everything about you. 

Love stories don't always go as planned. Sometimes you gotta kiss a few frogs before you can meet your prince but I can't find my prince until I find out what love is. I need to understand every concept so I would know what I'm in for. 

I don't want any setbacks and mistakes again. I want the real deal. The love that lasts throughout whatever. I believe love is beyond our imagination because it happens when we least expect it and with the person whom we least expect. Love is a riddle that only God knows. 

Love does not suck. The people we waste out time with is the thing that sucks when we refer to love as being a tragedy. You should know by now that i suppress my feelings. I can't help it because I don't want to rush into anything. I know you got a few cracks in the mud but I think a person can change if they really think someone is worth it. 

I hope I'm reading the signs right and I am so interested in seeing where our friendship goes. Until then, please continue to be amazing...

Walls

I can't help but feel sad because you don't want me involved in the way that I feel I already am. No matter what I say, you push me away. 

I didn't go to work because seeing you would remind me of how distant we have to be. I can hear your tears... It makes me feel like I wanna cry. 

I remember I told you its easy for me to shut off people but you're not the one I'll do that to. Its hard for me to leave you alone because you have already become a part of me. 

Where is the crazy dude who drove to my house in the middle of the night just to see me? I don't believe that was just a random act. It's because you feel the way I feel about you. You're afraid that I'll hurt you but you won't admit it. 

Just to relieve your mind, I won't show any love interest in you. I'll treat you as a friend to reassure you that I have patience and that I trust you can get over your situation. It's just I miss you.... I really miss you...Where are YOU? 

Putting Up A Fight

I know you're hurting because I can feel it. I feel you... You fight to hide the pain but I see through the walls you put up. You are so used to being rough and tough but never took the time to be soft. Your emotions haunt you because you always hide it with a fight. 

I'm not gonna leave you alone because you need me and I need you. You saved me from hurting and now its my turn to save you. 

Muscle can lift objects but it won't lift the pain that you're going through. Believe me when I say, I'm not leaving you alone. You're my responsibility from now on... 

Heart Skips

I don't know how to feel when i can be so easily replaced.. And by a dude. 

You're not gay, it's just that you crave attention and affection even if its from your best friend. I don't know why some part of me just feels like i don't care when it's really tearing me up inside. Why should i sulk when you're having fun?

I feel like your expectations of me are so high that when i cant come through for you, you find something else to occupy your mind. And then you give me this crap about "missing you". If you did, you wouldn't be there just not giving a damn whether i wanna talk to you or not. 

You're a big dumb dummy head. I just wanna scream. 

Missing You

I miss you so much.

Words cannot explain how i cannot focus without hearing your voice. I know your best friend needs you because he lost someone really close to him and i don't wanna be selfish but i need you too. I feel like i can't figure out a way to make your best friend feel better and myself at the same time.

These days i'm working a lot and that means a lot of time is away from you but i still miss our long phone convos. The last time i had one of those long convos was... I can't even remember. A piece of me has been slightly bruised but it can be fixed as long as i hear from you. 

Being selfless never ached so much.  

Pacific Rim Review

What I thought was a typical hero movie turned out to be an amazing thrilling adventure. Pacific Rim was better than most of the 'beast fighting movies'. 

In case you didn't know about it (which would be the case if you're living under a rock), this movie is about giant monster fighting machines called Jaeger who battle the giant sea beasts called Kaiju. The design of the Jaegers were stunning, each one so unique to each country and the making of the suits for the pilots was fascinating. 

As for the Kaiju, their design was amazing as well. Each one really looked just like a sea creature but so beautiful in a creepy way. Only people who are really freaks about special fx prosthetic and movie makeup will understand the passion of seeing an original creature on the screen. 

To everyone who haven't seen this movie.. Watch it! SERIOUSLY! There is so much you can learn about science and evolution. 

True Love: Explained by Reigna

It all starts off with eye contact and then a simple conversation. It can be on purpose, accidental or just a coincidence. (But we all know the best way is coincidental). 

Then there is that feeling of doubt, wonder and disbelief. Its like something is happening that is beyond your control and you can't help but give into the feelings you're having. 

Then there is the interaction and communication with that special person whether it be online, through the cell phone or in person. (Its much better in person).

And that's where the flow of mutual feelings and the relationship come in. The closeness, the comfort the respect and understanding is what builds the relationship stronger and stronger every time. Around this time, the wild/crazy things pop up, like peeves and habits which may seem cute to that person only.

After getting to know each other, that's where the longing for that other person is initiated. It's like you can't get enough kisses from that person and the hardest thing to do is say goodbye to them. 

Then there is the moment of fear. Yes... the fear of telling someone you love them first. Nobody wants a negative response to that but sometimes the feelings are so strong, that's all you wanna say.

Then the months and years past, and you grow so close to that person that you wanna take a big step. In this case, that's where the guy comes in.

And last but not least, Marriage. The most important bondage of man and woman, and the most beautiful. The ceremony doesn't matter... It could be 10 people gathered.. Once the love is pure and true, the rest is all stress free.. 

And thats pretty much it for the first steps of love. After marriage, it's all based on loyalty, trust, commitment and of course: LOVE <3