Some people think the world revolves around them. And then there are the ones who feel like if society owes them pity and praise. Hello? Wake up from that fantasy life because Shrek just walked in.
So I had this genius idea to come up with a way to combat loser guys who think that women are just chew toys. I call it "TEAM SAVAGE". Rules are: anything goes. Once it's legal, morally accepted by a few women and approved by the founder ---> ME, then it's put into action. So without further ado, here are the first few steps.
A guy asked me to hang out with him until it was time to go to church to break in the new year but you know what? I don't like people to put me on time frames. Sorry, that's so 2016. Excuse was poor but the guy actually bought it. "I have to water my plants... My kitten needs me". Haha.. If I could had framed that moment I would.
The other one I called for help for a serious situation and he treated me like I was just a helpless citizen as everyone else. I think certain professions desensitize people into thinking that friendships are secretly plotting to destroy their lives forever. Well I know exactly how to handle those sort of people. You're gonna get the blue tick and nothing more. Since i'm just an accessory to your life and nothing more.
My new year resolution.. I have none. Life is unpredictable. One minute you're in school and the next you're riding a police jeep to the police station for beating a guy senseless for mistreating a woman. Not saying this actually happened or will actually happen but I have to remain open to all possibilities. When I realized the game that was being played, I found out ways to play it myself. Once you have a game controller you can alter the configurations to suit your comfort. I do not do these things for satisfaction. I do it for justice.
I don't know what's more offensive, being called fat or being told I shop in a "dollar store for makeup". Geesh, these dudes have no chill whatsoever. This is the point of my life where I wish that I could hang out with potatoes and it will be more fun.
I kinda screwed things up years ago with my first love. He poured his heart out to me and all I gave him was nothing. Maybe it's a wake up call. Stop allowing people to pour their hearts out to me and give them nothing but tears and heartache in return. Maybe I should stay from everyone.
For the new year I wanna start doing new things. Being savage is one of them. I give dumb guys too many chances and ignore the good genuine ones. Next, I wanna start capitalizing my 'I' letters. I'm always lazy to hit the caps lock and leave it common. That stops with this blog. There isn't much to do now that I'm on the single train. Sure, guy friends will hit me up for a hangout session or two but what else is there? No real dates, no real crushes.
This guy that recently admitted he wants another chance with me after three horrible 'dates' isn't even showing that. Maybe I should go off the grid for a few days...or weeks... or months. Too dramatic? I don't think so. I think I need a new approach because i'm being too nice. #TEAMSAVAGE
I don't know where I got the crazy idea from to take up a tiring project when i know clearly that exams are smashing me. But nevertheless, I wan't to cause a change in people's lives. I want to be the light that shines in the darkness. I want people to look at me and see Christ.
This is no longer about me and my feelings. When you take emotion out of spiritual things, you will hear the voice of God more often. At least that is what I believe. So anyway, I've made a friend and he seems very into everything the world has to offer but I'm not losing faith that he will change. I've seen the worst turn out to be the best. I've seen the criminal bow before the Lord and ask for forgiveness. This is a normal human being with no criminal record and no drastic problem but there is one major issue. A man without Christ is nothing.
So here I go, attempting to help another person. This time i'm excluding myself. If you want somebody to become closer to Christ, take away the temptation from the midst. Allow only positive things and keep safe distance. So what is this? Just a pep talk from me to me for him ....
