To be Loved

Look at the way she looks at him... Look at her happiness. It's fan fiction in my head because they are not really in a relationship but seeing this pic makes me so happy. 

I am not the kinda woman to be loved out of fantasy. You gotta know I am real. The realest as they come. The things I would do for you I wouldn't even do for blood sometimes. To be taken for granted all the time is the worst feeling ever. I will not bow down to anyone except God. I set my standards pretty damn high and will not allow anyone to come and shoot me down. 

My life isn't glittery and princess-y. I am working on me. I constantly evaluate my behavior, thoughts and emotions to make myself a better person. But when you get into the real world and have been double-crossed, taken for granted, used, hated for no reason and pushed over, you become the most hardest person to deal with. If you can't love me for who I really am, then you have to try and love me for who I've become...