Ever feel as though your life depends on how you feel? Sometimes i make really bad decisions which i have to deal with after and most of the times innocent people get hurt. How do you let down someone easily without breaking their heart? Everybody expects me to be the "perfect one" but how can i pull it off?
Trying to hide my emotions is the worst thing ever. I'm boiling over right now. I don't know whether to feel sad or to completely withdraw myself from everyone who may be a potential harm to my relationship. What do i do next? What do i have to lose? All these questions all left unanswered. Jesus, I need You!
It almost like every time i get in a relationship, after 3 months, things just spin out of proportion. I am breaking this chain. I will stay committed and i will be the best i can be until God says otherwise. Obedience is better than sacrifice. Patience is what God wants me to exercise. I just need to sit back, breathe and be close to Jesus who will work all things out for my good...
How do you respond to your own flesh and blood condemning your relationship? The Lord knows how bad it hurts especially when things are working out for her. She expects people to live up to her expectations as if she is in the relationship with this person.
I am sure i am awake and not sleeping through life. I know where i stand with people especially my boyfriend. Why would i take advice from people who have no legit excuse of why i shouldn't be with someone.
Lord i ask that you guide me through this rough patch because i do not know what is happening on the outside. People are supposed to be helping you and allowing God to work in your life but it seems as though people are making themselves God. You cannot determine anyone's future. You cannot prevent anybody from getting hurt even if it's a word of encouragement because if Jesus wants that to happen to be a lesson to the person, it is inevitable. Who are you to declare yourself high and mighty just because you are in a progressing relationship.
My words are: THE DEVIL IS A LIAR. What Jesus wants to happen, it shall come to pass. I am careful of what I do and how i do it now. I am a work in progress because the Lord isn't finished with molding me how he wants me to be. I just need the negativity to go away or stay away from me because I am a child of God and I'm too old for this.
Psalms 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
Sometimes, you just gotta stop what you're doing and say thank you Jesus!
I've gotten so far from where i started since i joined my new church. I have a great joy in where i stand right now. I feel as if i'm a balloon floating in the air. Even though the rainy stormy days may come, i will keep my peace and be still because i know i'm a child of the King.
Working up the courage to tell someone something u have been holding back for so long is fulfilling. I never expected this response. I believe that something great is gonna happen and i already receive it. I just want to be the best i can be so that when the time comes for judgement, my name will be in the book of life. The Lord has a plan and i believe that he will seal all his people and protect them from the worst.
A prophet of the Jesus spoke to me today and told me there is a tsunami coming. He said he got more than one visions. It opened my eyes to make sure my heart is pure and of good nature so i will bow down before the Lord in Heaven one day. It could be tomorrow or next year, all i know is i can say for myself, I belong to Jesus and I will see the gates of Heaven.
Who needs to flirt when you can romance?
Its just a statement that came to my mind. It made me realize how Blessed I am. I am grateful for all that i have and all that the Lord is doing now. He is really working things out. I got that dance partner, friend, business partner and much more. At least we can teach each other a few things.
I've learned that the Lord doesn't always give you what you want. He gives you what you need. I never expected my life to be in this order but that's the amazement of the love of the Lord. I do not question anymore. I receive and pray that everything will turn around. I just feel like i can breathe again. There is a new atmosphere and a new vibe. A new memory and a new hope. I am ready to see where this goes. Good or bad days, I'm not gonna stop praising.
Who says you have to be sad and show your depression and wonder on the outside? Who says you have to keep the memories of the hurtful past in your pocket?
I decided that I am not gonna stand another day of pretending to be okay when everything about that person serves as a walk down memory lane. I don't wanna feel the same things i felt before or think about things that are way far fetched. I am just enjoying life to the fullest. Pushing myself to do more, laughing harder, giggling like a teenager with a crush and lifting my feet when i walk instead of studying my problems.
People who really have your back will never throw anything back at your face and i can say that i have people like that. People who i can tell almost anything and they will put aside their childish remarks just to make me feel better. I don't think that i want a relationship just yet. I need to learn to enjoy friendship. I can't look at every opportunity for love as a door waiting to be closed in my face. I know that there is time and God's timing is perfect.
These times really make me just sit back, feeling pleased and emotional. Because when people understand you and respect you, it's way better than have someone lie to your face and say "I love you"....
Never put all your trust in man because you will end up hurt. You can defend people, fight for them, support them and they still have the audacity to leave you for the kill. After all your compassion, sweat, tears and patience, you still find it in your heart to forgive and love.
She didn't want the perfect relationship. She didn't want a fairytale ending. She was willing to prove to the people who doubted that people can change, but you showed her all the reasons why she shouldn't. It's better you broke her heart now than years down the road where she becomes a mess and not even she can help herself.
She prays for him still even though he might not even think about her. She felt a part of her disgusted and betrayed but God will always heal a broken heart and help you pick up the pieces. She holds on to the hope that she will find herself a husband... not just a man to walk in and out of her life. She is tired of the short term nonsense. She just wants somebody so passionate about Christ that she could look at him and say wow! You're doing the right thing. She doesn't wanna keep babysitting someone and urging them to pick up their bible and read the Word of God. It should be the first and last thing they do for the day.
She doesn't want a person to lean on, because Jesus already holds that place. He knows her thoughts before she even opens her mouth. She is trusting in Him to intervene in her life and his perfect timing never fails...
I waited and prayed, repeated and trusted in the Lord and this is where i am. The state of bliss. God, Bravery and a Great Relationship.
I realized that i gave up too fast. I held on this roller coaster although i didn't know where it would take me. I believed and trusted that God is working in my life and i found a great friend and love in the midst. I still believe that i have to use my discernment when making decisions in this road, but that doesn't mean i have to walk on eggshells. I'm gonna be happy because i choose it.
Negative vibes are all about. People keep digging up the past and holding back the future from happening but i'm gonna keep my peace and promise to myself and to my sweetheart. Who knows what else can happen in this wonderful experience?
