Back from Wonderland

Just a few days ago, a person from the past returned to me. Not in spirit but in actual flesh. This guy shows so much interest in me but what should i say to him? Am i supposed to run back into his arms and say all is forgiven?

I did forgive him because his apology was so logical and sincere but that does not mean that all is peachy. Honestly, he had a part of me that nobody else could find but he let it slip away so now he has to regain it. Time, effort, love and patience will bring that back but i know how some guys are; determined to a point of tolerance.

What do i want?


Friendship. I believe through friendship, one can achieve love. If i didnt agree to speak or have any relations with this person again, he wouldn't be my friend and he wouldn't get opportunities to impress me.

I've got too many things going on in my life to make room for disappointent, hurt, resentment and heartache. I need to be real with people. I can't give you the attention you deserve. I can only be a friend and hold your hand from a distance. The Lord is my strength and i know someday my emotions will flow back to me at the right time. ..........