So, there is this girl in my class who thinks she is above everybody else when she is clearly not. I don't wanna trash talk her or anything but I can't help but think that she is a two-tongued snake.
She is in my science class and we're in a group together and today she thought it was okay to tell me I was boring and annoying. The amount of insults I could of told her, I would have surely sinned my soul. Well i held it together instead, being the mature person that i am and i just let it fly.
However, i think this girl is jealous more than hateful against me. I know a lot of stuff and she is stuck in high school in her head. She even admitted that her spelling is whack. I don't wanna say that i'm better than her, cuz that would be wrong. All i got to say is: People will always dislike you just because you're doing good and having fun while doing so. I hope i never have to work with her again for the safety of my attitude. EVER.
So there is this guy.. Like how many of my stories start up... but anyways. He shocked me. When we went to high school together he was the total opposite of what he is now. He was into the worldly activities and stuff but now he is a Christian and encouraging people to serve the Lord.
I'm not complaining at all. I love what he is doing. But there is something scary that i remembered that isnt so scary after all. When we got our results from high school, he was so amazed that i passed all my subject that he told me, "Marry me" because of that situation. It was a joke obviously but now i feel happy. Wouldn't it be weird if a joke actually turned out real? ahahahahahahaha ._.
He is much more attractive just by being a Christian. I'm not saying i like him, what i'm trying to say is... i admire him. he is so brave and not afraid to stand out from his group of friends who may not be Christians. Serving Jesus is the best thing someone can do and i look forward to having chats with this guy.
This science teacher gave us an assignment to do where we have to find things in life and bring out the science from it. I came up with a few great ideas and he told me that won't work. What the heck am i supposed to do?
I feel like over the years my creativity has increased but i'm not getting the chance to show it. I am so frustrated right now and don't know what to do. Our group got a dumbass topic on herbal medicine which is total crap. I want to do something more fun.
My advice: If you have a science project to do and the topic sucks, scream! Don't hold it in. And after you are done with screaming, suck it up and do your part in the groupwork and get it over with.
My time hasn't reached as yet but when it does, I wanna be completely honest. I'm talking about meeting that dream guy.
My kind of guy most likely will have the nerdy look, great personality and much more. I don't like introducing myself to a new person I like without letting them know what they are getting into though. The next person I meet, I wanna lay it all out on the table.
"Hi, I'm a Christian and I am not willing to change my beliefs for you or anybody else." A little too harsh? I wouldn't say. I think its good to let the person know that you're serious and not just looking for a fling. I want that person to know me very well... to be my best friend before becoming anything more than that.
I don't see what's the big deal in saying what you wanna say. Everybody always hides something at first and then comes clean later on when things are going great. Well my friends, big mistake if you do that. I just want somebody to accept me 100%, around my same age and willing to see past my flaws. Meeting new people is always scary for me, but I will wait patiently for that special someone I will spend the rest of my life with.
There are some hot/good looking guys that I want to give out imaginary awards to. Here they are: The hottest guys of June 2013:
Vincent Cyr from Youtube
Nolan Gerard Funk
Greg Onision
Darin Brooks
Talk about eye candy!! More coming when I spot more hotties..
This isn't a One Direction song but all I wanna say is: Get out get out get outta my head!
This dude from my Science class won't leave me alone. He isn't stalking me or anything, at least not in person, but in my mind. I really wish I could stop thinking about him so damn much.
Bummer number 1: He is an atheist which is completely opposite in what I believe in.
Bummer number 2: He has very strong views and doesn't seem like the type of person to change for just some girl.
I don't expect him to change his views because of me because I am surely never gonna do that for him. I'm not gonna be a Christian today and atheist tomorrow. Not at all. No matter how geekishly hot this dude is, I can't like him. That's it. But it won't stop his image from flooding my mind though.
So I had this dream... a crazy dream that I didn't think would actually happen. Yesterday at college, I was sitting on the hallway floor next to my classroom which was occupied at that moment and this random guy in his nurse trainee uniform walked up to me, touched my knee and said: "I like your chair."
I giggled and awkwardly said: "Thanks" because I didn't know how else to reply. All I can think about now is how pretty his eyes were and I didn't even get to look at them for long.
Anyways, I always see this dude around the campus but never really pay him any attention. So what did this dream mean? Maybe the guy in the hallway will tell me someday...
